Well my dads been gone 4 days but i havnt seen him for a week. Its the weirdest feeling ever, i've never not been able to call my dad or anything, now i cant. It felt like just yesterday that he robbed the bank. I remember every minute of that day. From the time i said i wanted to die from the pain being so bad to the time my dad called and said he'd be home in a half hour and never came home or called. The next few years are just going to be weird without him. I miss him, that wont change till he comes home. I would love to call him up just to say hi, but that may not happen for a month or so. I just dont know. Everything from the time he robbed the bank two years ago, till now, has been more crazy then ever. So much drama, so many lies, so much fighting. Theres not a day i wouldnt change, i've met some awesome people being in the hospital. I say that all the time cause i want them to know that they really are more then nurses and doctors but i consider them friends. One's i'll never forget.